Cyanide

[Metamorphoze]

Metamorphoze walked to the lake, holding one bottle in her hands.
It was Friday morning and sunny day, but not for Metamorphoze.. like always.
She raised her eyebrows , when she saw, that nobody's wasn't at the lake in the moment. She smiled softly and bowed and touched water with her fingers.

Sorry about my mistakes ^^

[Napeir]

Napeir swept his tail along the ground as he neared the lake, it would be his first time back to his favorite place. He had been on a vacation for some training and dearly missed the place he called home when he was out of the city. Taking a quick glance back he saw Meglian right behind him keeping up with ease. Launching himself out of the bushes that lead him to his favorite place by the lake he landed early, he always had about 5 seconds of air before he hit the ground but this time he only had 2. Looking down he saw that he was standing on a girls back and he quickly launched off of her back and landed a few feet away. Forgetting that he was in cat form he quickly turned and lowered his head.
"I'm sorry about that" he said quickly " I did not realize that you were there"

[Metamorphoze]

Metamorphoze stand up as fast as she could and put her hand on her back. ,,Damn...It hurts !" she thought and frowned(?). After biting her lip, she looked up and stared at boy and picked up her bottle with this cyanide what was in it. ,,Umh, that's okay.." she said . ,,Metamorphoze, by the way," she introduced herself.

[Napeir]

"Greetings Metamorphoze, My name is Napeir" he told her, turning his gaze over the lake.
He hadn't expected anyone to be here, very few people loved the lake as he did and even fewer cared about it. He watched as the waves lazily pushed their way over the shore, the wind lightly blowing from behind them.
" What might bring you to the lake today" he asked kindly, keeping his gaze locked on the waves.

[Metamorphoze]

Metamorphoze nodded. Napeir was weird name for her.. Well, her name was more weirder than he's. ,,Poisoning myself, suddednely.." she answered and raised her eyebrows. ,,You? I've seen you here..." she asked.

[Napeir]

Napeir shot back as she answered him, he couldn't believe what he had heard. Kill herself? Why would anyone want to do that? He saw the bottle with liquid in it in her hand, that must have the poison in it. He returned his gaze to meet hers, he held a friendly glance with her.
" Really?" he asked " When?"
He hadn't been at the lake in a very long time, in fact about 2 or 3 months time had passed.

[Metamorphoze]

Metamorphoze smiled dryly . It was almost cold smile, but well, she was like that. After she heard another question, she shaked her shoulders. ,,Maybe ... That's place what I would like to see last," she said and smiled again.,,You don't think, that poisoning myself is good or what?" she asked with sarcastic voice .

[Napeir]

Napeir scratched his head, he hadn't really had any experience with this sort of thing.
"But why, why see this as your last sight when you can stay here too enjoy it" he asked "Its better to have a window then a painting"
Slowly moving he walked over too the shore of the lake, the water silently washing about his feet. He knew only too well what death was like, not entirely but he had come very close multiple times. Though he had helped many people he had dealt with death as another way, he had also seen it many times, experienced it through his eyes instead of his soul. Truth was it hurt just as much.
"and why would it be good" he continued, his eyes now meeting hers "How is it good to just throw your life away"

[Metamorphoze]

Metamorphoze watched as Napeir walked along and started again talking. She shrugged her shoulders. ,,Well, I know death as 'falling in a deep sleep' and never wake up.." she said and raised her eyebrows. ,,Even if I am young, I don't even fear anything anymore." Metamorphoze said .

[sorry about my mistakes ^^ ]

[Napeir]

(No wories ^><^)

"But even if you don't fear it why choose death" Napeir told her, his fist tightening at his sides "Even if you dream forever the dream will always be the same! Why would you wnat too dream the same thing over and over"
He still couldn't...wouldn't understand why Metamorphoze would choose Death over life, why in their right mind would want too die? She was still young, and plenty of life left ahead of her.
"Why would you not fear death, what has gotten rid of your perspection on life" he asked.

[Metamorphoze]

Metamorphoze raised her eyebrows and started laughing. ,,You're as same as my mother was," she said,still laughing as little child. ,,I answer to you like i did it to her... ," she said and stoped laughing. ,,I don't know," she answered and smiled softly. ,,I don't have any reason to live anymore, and that's all.." Metamorphoze said and hanged her head. At the moment she was really sad, when she remembered her mother.

[Napeir]

Napeir hadn't expected to be compared to her mother, thinking on the fact he didn't know what a mother figure was like.
" Thne why not find something too live for" he told her " Why not search for what WILL give you a reason too live"
He himself had spend most of his life in confusion, not knowing what his purpose was in this world. He walked around alot, wondering how he would survive through the days too come. Since he had been an orphan since he was 2 years old he had too teach himself how to survive in the world.

[Metamorphoze]

Metamorphoze shaked her shoulders. ,,I don't know ! " she said simply , ignoring fact, that Napeir was right .. Or maybe not. ,,You know," she started and took a deep breath. ,,I hate my life more than something in this world," she said and watched bottle in her hand,cyanide in it.

[Napeir]

Napeir eyes followed hers toward the bottle, his guess was that it already held the poison in it. Walking carefully over he held his hand out, as a request for the bottle. He wanted too help her with this, life was no joke and one had to be careful while handling it.
"My name is Napeir, my mother and father died when I was only two and I was left alone in this world. I was mad at life, i was lost and scared....not knowing what too do. I looked and looked, confused at what my life meant, but..."A cat jumpped out of the bushes and landing on Napeirs out-streched arm " I found Meglian, I decided that if I could make it my goal in life too make this cat live then it would be worth it, I was 5 then. Now, 13 years later, Meglian is my closest friend. We have been connected ever since. About a year ago I took on the title of Cat Mage, and I have gained the power to communicate and become a cat"
His other hand still reaching for the bottle he smiled, his life was alot harder then people would think, even more so after they see him now.
" So why not tell me your story? Why is your life worth so much hatred"

[Metamorphoze]

Metamorphoze stared at Napeir. Why did he tell her this? She looked up to the lake and bited her lip. ,,Well, fine," she said with frown. ,,I was six years old when my father died. I didn't have any brothers and sisters, so nobody couldn't take care of me. After father's death, my mother start drinking and left me alone. " she said and took again deep breath. ,,Last year, my mother died , cuz she was killed. And now," she sneered , staring at Napeir. ,,You know why I want to die?" she asked and raised her eyebrows. ,,My father was murder and people know about that. Almost everybody hates me for that, even if I didn't do anything.. " .
Metamorphoze smiled now. It was so silly for her. Come here, to this lake and try to do a suicide with some kind of cyanide. Few seconds later, she turned her face to cat and smiled now. ,,Nice," she whispered. ,,I never had friends, but oh well," she said simply.